People will judge you no matter what you do, so you might as well do what you want.
He may still love you. He probably does. He probably doesn’t know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life.
Baby Tarzan is one of my favorite characters. I have debated finding out if Costuming would put him on my name tag.